Welcome

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 06:21:09 GMT

Do you know what really bugs?
How many damn people don't realize that one of their headlights is permantely stuck on bright.
Even I could be one of those people.
What bugs even more, is I don't know how else to get this fact out there.

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 18:11:45 GMT

I'm a highschool lover, and you're my favorite flavor
Love is all, all my soul
You're my playground love

Yet my hands are shaking
I feel my body remains
There's no matter, i'm on fire
On the playground, love

You're the piece of gold that flushes all my soul
Extra time, on the ground
You're my playground love

Anytime,`anyway
You're my playground love.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 17:36:21 GMT

Ok what the fuck is going on with the weather
Loud ass thunder, it's raining really hard out
and it's hot

it's the end, i know it

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 21:15:15 GMT

Eraserhead is very disturbing
David Lynch is very disturbing
and I don't care what any of you have to say about that

we really take the ocean breeze for granted here

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:44:23 GMT

It rained while I swam today
very interesting

yes...i have nothing to do right now

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 22:41:44 GMT

Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol

You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait
You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd!

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 21:20:34 GMT

When there is very little food in your house,
You really learn how to utilize seasoning.

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 07:53:32 GMT

my dad is suggesting that he take me to an acupuncturist he knows
and i agreed to a consultation late next week
he said that it will help me with my asthma and mild depression
and stress of course

lets see how that goes
i'm looking for a job again
anyone know places...

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 18:28:01 GMT

Syd Barrett has passed away
cause of death is unknown
but he did have diabetes
for many years

Time to blast the tunes

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 10:55:29 GMT

got 72 wpm!
http://labs.jphantom.com/wpm/

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 10:42:38 GMT

I wish this eloquence persisted forever.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 22:25:12 GMT

sweet..got my home computer back

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 15:08:17 GMT

driving really fast on the freeway
screaming the dresden dolls
makes up for having to get up
so damn early in the morning

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 04:30:11 GMT

200. My middle name is: Rachelle....pronounced rachel....i dont know why

199: I was born in: denver, co

198. I am a: crazy biznatch

196. My eye color is: blue

195. My shoe size is: 7

194. My ring size is: 5?

192. My height is: 5'5"

191. I am allergic to: pretty much everything airborne

190. I live in: long beach motherfuckaaaa

189. The last book I read: Taltos by anne rice, again

188. My bed is: heaven

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex is: they have penis' and that's really weird

186. I am glad I'm my sex b/c: boobs are pretty cool

179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween, typical

178. The perfect kiss is: one in a million

177. The last three cd's I bought are: ummm, not a clue

176. Last song that made me cry was: hands free by interpol

172. My most treasured possession is: my music collection

170. What did you do last night: went to grandparents barbeque/pool party, got sun stroke so i slept for four hours, drove EVERYWHERE and took a million hours to get to the beach, get there seriously RIGHT when the fireworks finale ends, then drunk until dawn, you all missed out on a beautiful sunrise this morning.

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): what the fuck kind of question is that

I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In

143. Easter bunny: duh

142. Love at first sight?: first conversation more so than sight

141. Luck?: yeah

140. Faith?: in god, or what?

139. God?: wtf

138. Aliens?: definately

137. Heaven?: sometimes i do, mostly no. i would really want heaven to be like that one movie that robin williams is in...if you know what im talking about i NEED to know the name of that movie

136. Hell? look up

135. Ghosts? hell yes

134. Horoscopes?: do you even know me

135. Soulmates?: most definately

Which is Better?

129. Hugs or Kisses?
tough.....hugs

128. Drunk or High?: both

127. Phone or Online: online

126. Red heads or Black hair?: red heads

125. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes

120. Night or Day: the best is when its dawn man

119. Oranges or Apples: oranges

118. Curly or Straight hair: curly

Here's What I Think About

116. Abortion?: sucks

115. Backstabbers?: it happens

114. Parents?: necessary and ridiculous simultaneously

110. School?: though but fun

Last time I (family doesn't count):

103. Kissed someone: like....ten minutes ago

102. Last time I hugged someone: like....ten minutes ago

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: i couldn't make it

100. Finally forgave your enemies? about two weeks ago

99. Grew: this year actually

90. Who's the ditziest person I know: rather not say

87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is: alot came to mind, nothing worth mentioning

83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: not a clue...i miss going to the movies

82. The thing I don't understand is: how i seriously just CANT stop being lazy

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever recieved: yes...i did _______

79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: everything

76. This summer I am: trying to stop being lazy

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: me jason my dad lucas and alecia chillin in the living room together, best times

74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: traveling

73. Tomorrow: im going to wash my car and sign up for some classes for school

72. Today: i played monopoly foreverr

70. Next Week: im going to look for a new job

67. People call me: alexis, lex, lexi, alex, brat, bonehead, mija, shithead(my dads favorite), bitch(mikki's favorite!)

64. The person I have been good friends with the longest: mikki

62. The person/people who knows the most about me is? no one, not me

61. The person that can read me the best is: i dont know

60. The most difficult thing to do is: stop being lazy

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: not yet..i know its coming

58. I have the following siblings: kelly(10), troy(9), sean thomas(5), ryan james(3), devin dean(almost 1)

53. The one person who can't hide things from me: lucas

51 right now I am talking to: devin

48. I have/will get a job at/with: i have not a clue

47. I have these pets: lucas' kitties tunsis, king, tar tar and black jack and my dog buster

46. I hope: i stop being sooo lazy

45. The worst sound in the world: black people yelling right in your face as you pass them and not even caring

39. Chicken/ Beef: both

35. Florida or Hawaii: hawaii

34. My favorite piece of clothing is: none!!

32. My favorite sport to play is: none!!

31. Last time I cried: yesterday

28. The school I go to is: lbcc

27. Last person I got pissed at: lucas

26. My worst drinking experience was: first time

22. The all-time best movie is: what the hell do i say too that?

21. The all-time Best thing in the world is: love!

20. So, about them Canadians eh?: good stuff

19. Do you like to spam?: only in this dish my grandma makes i call 'the chicken, shrimpy stuff'...but there's no chicken

18. The most annoying person you know is?: i dont know

17. I lose all respect for people who: i don't really lose respect for people, and that's not a good thing

11. The worst pain I was ever in was: lucas can make me hurttttt

10. My favorite phrase: 'yeaaaahhhhh, maaaaannnnn'

9. My room: is always messy and i loooveee that

8. My favorite celebrity is: steve buschemi

5. My worst character trait is: laziness

4. What turns me on: lots of stuff

3. Who broke your heart: vincent, lucas, joe

2. I filled out 200 questions because:
i have nothing to do...but now im going to make steak

1. What do you regret most:
how i've hurt some people, and how there's no way i can fix it

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 11:06:02 GMT

i think thaaatttt
i'll try not to be a coward tomorrow

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 09:49:42 GMT

i think thaaattt
livejournal really sucks

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 16:47:15 GMT

ok, so joe bagel's not making so much cash, hours totally cut back
but im picking some up at the hookah bar downtown
come visit, fridays and saturdays 8-2am (shitty hours!)

im taking my test for the radio job so i can be more ligit
hope i can do it right...i'll have to run the whole show myself
buuutttttt if anyone knows any music,etc to be announced or played
let me know and we can arrange a little somethin' somethin'

besides that nothing else is going on
but SUMMER
it feels like it's going to be a good one this year

and devin my computer is busted and in the shop....

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 05:16:59 GMT

official new job: assitant managment of Joe Bagel...like jo mama, haha
I'm lovin it like mcydees
Lucas is almost 18 and is graduating soon
im proud..serious partying this summer

speaking of partying i might have a night pool party this weekend with a super warm pool
more details to come

Thu, 25 May 2006 23:56:08 GMT

CLERKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 11 May 2006 17:16:11 GMT

Fill your heart with love today
Don't play the game of time
Things that happened in the past
Only happened in your Mind
Only in your mind-forget your mind
And you'll be free-yea'
The writing's on the wall
Free-yea' and you can know it all
If you choose. just remember
Lovers never lose
'Cause they are free of thoughts unpure
And of thoughts unkind
Gentleness clears the soul
Love cleans the mind
And makes it free

Happiness is happening
The dragons have been bled
Gentleness is everywhere
Fear's just in your head
Only in your head
Fear is in your head
Only in your head
So forget your head
And you'll be free
The writing's on the wall
Free-yea' and you can know it all
If you choose. just remember
Lovers never lose
'Cause they are free of thoughts unpure
And of thoughts unkind
Gentleness clears the soul
Love cleans the mind
And makes it free

a chapter of my life is officially closed
this whole bull shit of feeling sorry for myself
is OVER
i had to do something really serious and now that it's over
things are really changed
im excersizing, im learning how to play golf
im starting a new job where i'm training to be a radio producer/director
and that will be fucking great
but for now i need a job until that gets serious
if anywhere is hiring let me know!
i'm going on the annual motorcycle run tomorrow
lucas is going on along
then memorial day weekend mikki is coming with us to mexico
thats goign to be the shiiit

things always get worse before they get better

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 18:05:26 GMT

i cant fucking figure out how to make a proper lj entry anymore
why not just jump into it...
my dad and i got into a huge argument
it reminded me of my mother so much
and my dad said the same
and i just had to jet
i bone out of my house, blanket over my back full of crap
so fucking high school i know
i jump in my car and skid off
it was terrifying, the things that were said
he took my keys, i had to get my spare to get my car
it was ridiculous as you can tell
i swore to not return home
made some seriously plans with lucas
then i give into my dad like i knew i would
i had a really long conversation with him
which resulted in him installing my car stereo
and things are even better between us now
but i really am ready to just move the fuck out.
tahiti is still on
maybe some london action afterwards
so i have to save money for those and cant afford to move out
after that its a move onto san fran with lucas
this college up there sounds great, i hope im accepted

i really miss everyone
its my own fault, i've driven away all my friends
we all have to pay for the mistakes we make
but really, everyone is gone
i havent been doing anything with school
my job fucking sucks
im just a loser all around
always feeling sorry for myself

fuck man
at a loss for words
im a god damn dumbass
and a douchebag to top it off

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 18:19:46 GMT

my internet isn't working
we didn't get the house we wanted
so now we only have 30 days to find a new place

nobody gives a fuck
i have to go to the doctor in ten minutes for my lungs
i've been really distracted lately
and im fucking starving
i wish i had a better job
and i wish i made some sense to people
what's happened to me?

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:09:09 GMT

i'm finally starting my second job next week sometime,
then i can finally get down to some serious money saving.

they're publishing another poem of mind, which is super cool
i think i'm published in 4 different books now, and im on some poet's cd
for publishing companies or something
one poem is even published in england!
i never really thought about it all on that scale until now
i feel more excited

tahiti trip has been postponed until july or august, and its only going to be a month
due to the fact that we would have to become tahitians to stay there for any longer
and thats just way too much paper work for me to handle
therefore we'll be spending time in europe after tahiti
i get to build a bamboo fort on a little island...i cant spell motu
that'll be some good times

lucas gets off probation today!
he got through the man in one piece
this is going to be a fun weekend

im going to be moving again soon...back to fucking suburbia
NOT excited about that
living situation #33 YES!
in conclusion, mikki has become a scene kid
ps lucas is sexy

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 19:11:23 GMT

Bob fest today!

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 15:55:12 GMT

i had a fucking great valentine's day...
though i did celebrate it on monday instead

Lucas got me this massage oil and massage thingy and gave me a full body massage, proceeded by the best nap i've ever had in my life next to him...before that we went out to breakfast
Then he took me to the coolest park in San Pedro, it has a valley that we ate in-n-out over, and he surprised me with chocolate covered strawberries, he's such a sweetheart. everyday things become better and better in between us, im so greatful.

on another note, i've ditched far too much school already, so today im putting a stop to this, and im going to take care of hw this god damn early...i'm also working two jobs now...so tahiti is becoming more and more of a realistic goal! i cant fucking wait.
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